it's been a while i know..
let's say i'm born to be eternally unsatisfied for some weird reasons.
i woke up this morning wondering what the fuck i was doing here and i don't know i just felt like i wasn't myself these times and that.. well.. that i wasn't thinking about myself lately. i tempt to be preoccupied about things i know won't last and it's pretty sad actually. i look like i'm happy and like i assume it but i know that deep down inside i am not and that i've been keeping my mouth shut for quiet some time. if there's something i could tell you all to recognize who are the people you truly love and the ones who truly love you is that the ones who truly love you are the ones who love you for what you are and not for what you give..it's a sad observation, trust me it hurts..and for some reasons you're still here waiting for things to get better but you're stupid to realize that they won't and you're not made for this. you're never gonna feel like you used to and no one is watching after you because you look fine, simply fine. it's sad to realize that you've been lying to yourself for that long. it's weird to feel lonely again.
let's say i'm born to be eternally unsatisfied for some weird reasons.
i woke up this morning wondering what the fuck i was doing here and i don't know i just felt like i wasn't myself these times and that.. well.. that i wasn't thinking about myself lately. i tempt to be preoccupied about things i know won't last and it's pretty sad actually. i look like i'm happy and like i assume it but i know that deep down inside i am not and that i've been keeping my mouth shut for quiet some time. if there's something i could tell you all to recognize who are the people you truly love and the ones who truly love you is that the ones who truly love you are the ones who love you for what you are and not for what you give..it's a sad observation, trust me it hurts..and for some reasons you're still here waiting for things to get better but you're stupid to realize that they won't and you're not made for this. you're never gonna feel like you used to and no one is watching after you because you look fine, simply fine. it's sad to realize that you've been lying to yourself for that long. it's weird to feel lonely again.
