he said:
"I don't understand why it is but I love you stilll...
There has not been a day that has gone by in the last I don't know how long that I haven't thought of you.
Tonight I got into a conversation with Ben about all different things and my thoughts always came back to you. I am sorry that I have been ignoring you and not being much of a friend it is just that I don't want to think about you as my love anymore and I need distance to do that or time or something else that I do not yet know. I am completely lost at the moment. Just give me time to pull out of this."